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Despacito - SHAI HABON


She stays

and she cries

and she laughs

like one crazy bass


She told herself before she’ll not settle with anything half ass

And here she is


and weeping

Keeping sanity on the loop


Getting anxious

and weary

and tired

every single minute


And every time you ask her why,

it kills her

Because she remembers how painful it was

to actually keep her pride low

her logic null

and her worth empty


And now you think you’ve lost her?


She lost herself

And she can’t find it either.

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  1. Queen

    3rd Jul 2017 - 11:17 am

    This is just sad.? Hope you are feeling better right now Ate Shai. ? Just feel it. The things that you don’t want to feel. Feel it and be free

  2. Sam Aguilar

    3rd Jul 2017 - 11:45 am

    relate po ako…Until now, I may said na ok na simpleng buhay ko with my 2 kids…I never heard pa rin yung sorry at pagsisisi ng ex ko sa mga nagawa nya..I may smile everyday, but at the end of the day, di ko pa rin mahanap kalayaan ko. 🙁

  3. Nika

    3rd Jul 2017 - 12:26 pm

    This is beautifully written! It shows so much emotions, hugot na hugot!

  4. nikoleatienza

    3rd Jul 2017 - 12:41 pm


  5. Katrin Marielle Antonio

    4th Jul 2017 - 12:18 am

    So much emotions and feelings on this <3

  6. Honey Grace Ompad

    4th Jul 2017 - 3:43 am

    this is exactly what I feel 🙁 i love this ate shai 🙂 the choice of wordsss waahhh ❤

  7. Melissa Joy Liwanag

    4th Jul 2017 - 5:34 am

    A great piece! Right in the feels! ?

  8. Meera

    8th Jul 2017 - 12:58 pm

    It looks so simple but the impact it create was too much. Quite an emotional piece. I hope she’ll find her soon. Also she should remember and realize that her worth is not empty and it’s more valuable than she ever know. Loved the way it played with my mood.

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